haiz..depression

i realise tat i always get into seriously depression...without reason.. and need ppl to pull me out from it...haiz...poor me lah...if i go on like this..i think i'll be seriously sick...and no one would be seeing this cos they wun be reading me blog...loL

stupid guitar..be it tat im ego or wat, i dun care...i wan to play chords instead of some stupid twinkle twinkle little star melody and counter melody!!! its so lame ok...and some more not even challenging! guitar is sth i should be looking forward to..but hating it more and more now...but i hav to continue it...cos i wan to prove to myself tat i can do it... and maybe slightly better than others.... now playing the stupid guiitar part 4 with some cute cute sec 1s..i wan to play chords lah...i dun care..must go and tell the instructer...haha..

haiz.. everett just toldme the other meaning for loL: lots of luv...haiz..now cant use loL too much le..but haha veri lame leh... told that to yixin, she stated tat i say tat to everybody... -.-

now in com studies and rather bored...learning photoshop..maybe i can get an image from here to make the exclass t-shirt or pullover..haha... i wan an exclass pullover! its so cold in class lah...and seeing tat yixin comfortably wearing her nice nice co pullover..hmph...

man life still sucks..but with nice nice fren round, its not bad...haha...so right now im ok, not tt sad or anything like tat..yay =)

hope it stays long lah..but dunno...
haha..and guess wat i found on this blog's addresses list? jay's blog!! so shocked...was suspecting that yuling used this com...then i found her blog add also..haha...so i damn sure its yuling!!loL its damn funny ..but if i tell yuling she might just find it lame..loL

jay suddenly sms to ask bout how life was...haha..as if its not obvious enough tat it suck...haiz... im slacking like siao lah..not caring bout sch work...maybe i should start doing a little bit of work first...yah...

haiz..photo shop not so interesting now...quite bored u can say...got pits and teacher...cant sms or anything so now just sort of stoning and tryig to type as much as possible into this entry..haha..

oh yah! saturday we made prank calls! so funny... but i never prank call anyone..i just erm contributed my phone cos the ppl dun noe my number...and then wun noe who prank called then..hahaha.. then wen yan's house to finish most of the math hmwk and then caleed yixin to play basketball together..then later play for a while my back too pain le...so i just stand there and act extra..loL

yan's bro came to tell yan they need to go for dinner liao..so she left... then yixin also wen home and me and manda once again made ourselves "comfortable" beside the monsoon drain and talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk .... on and on for bout an hour or so..haha..so fun lah..and slack too..yay...ahahaha...

sports fest next week ...dunno wat to do yet...hope buckle wins sth and hope their mass dance is good...haha.. cant go for house comm dinner..haiz..pity... and the small holiday can go and watch movie!! yay...not bad u noe.. loL

ok this is long enough...shall not type any more...oh btw, yixin, if u are reading this...ur pressie quite ex hor...haha...must thank me and USE IT...USE IT...K...DUN KEEP IT SOMEWHERE TO COLLECT DUST.. yyup... happy reading..bye...

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