sigh

im stressed.. and everytime i wanna blog i'll always end up being too tired or wateva crap..

tmr is ps.. the day we've been waiting for. cant wait to see wats in the goodie bag... not that its free.. but cos its gonna be great memories to me.. maybe after the concert we stay late enough, we'll be able to get ps's signatures!! wun that be cool??? so happy yay

yeah.. so tmr meet at 5 at changi.. i still have a feelin half the ppl will turn up at 5.30 or sth.. i dunno wat to do lor.. i really wanna just say i dun care lor.. but tt will just piss ppl off and somemore its for God leh.. how can hav this kinda attitude.. shesh..

ant tokin bout how hes been gettin more and more ignorant to small details in life that hes suppose to take note.. well.. if its serious to him, i find it no reason not to be of any concern for others to help.. aint it? but i just feel abit bu hao yi si.. cos im like tt leh.. like everything heck care.. kena sent to straight dc also like scold teacher like that.. so how? am i like a bad influence to ant? then like tt i dun wan le lor.. i rather jus like.. not tok to him lar.. then he can continue to be his angel.. yeah.. shesh.. i really need to change..

but sometimes its not up to me i guess.. frens, peer pressure.. and when i try to stick to wat i believe in and ppl dun really see y im doing so, they just dislike Christianity more like tt.. i really dun wan that to happen.. so how.. nvm lar.. slowly slowly learn lar =)

i still have no idea wat i'll be wearin tmr and i still duno wat chili's reaction will be towards our high-ness tmr during ps.. but im not gonna stop myself from the usual stuff i do during worship just cos of that.. loL.. serious.. but hope she'll see it with an open mind.. really happy tt shes going for ps.. really really happy.

the link below is to new set of shots.. i love jingna lar.. she rocks rocks rocks.. yay yay.. dun care wat ppl say lar.. its freakin nice to me leh.. yay
http://www.zemotion.net/100806/

ok.. enough ego time..

still dunno wat to wear tmr.. argh.. how how how how.. yeah.. shall ask bird!!

i still need to do chinese.. i'll do now!!