i love life

if anyone bothers to read this tini font.. ha ha ha..

well u should know i dun really wan ppl to read it, so yeah.. if u are one of "those ppl" namely everyone.. can dun read..

so y am i bloggin? not ask ppl not to read lar.. just fun.. sth like tt.. contradicting.. hm.. tts me

shall change to a o-so-me colour!! loL

hm.. shall blog bout these three days.. monday went trainin and all veri fun, then after that mug like siao..

tuesday also, mug mug mug, then go eat dinner with my mum

today also, after sch mug mug mug then go eat dinner with my mum..

im quite pissed actually.. been told that someone said i think piercson is hot.. hello, i dun even know how to spell his freakin name -.- ok.. sorri.. his name is not freakin.. just pissed-me.. yeah.. o well.. if i didnt say it.. so no need be pissed lor..

these days quite fun.. just tt now dun get to tok to bird tt much le.. quite sad.. i like bird alot.. yeah..

i guess now jason really gonna quite shootin le.. everett is rite.. i cant blame him.. and to be frank.. im not close to him.. so if he quit or not.. i might miss him.. but its just gonna cause nth more than a ripple in my emtionals and all those shit.. jingna is rite.. soemtimes frens are more of a hinderance than of help in shootin.. not sayin bradahood and all are doing more bad than good, just that, well, sometimes we shooters are so close cos of this distance beauty.. at first, when u just know th person, u see the flaws.. first layer..

then u know th person.. u see the second layer goodness

then u see the following layers of goodnes.. then wat? theres this layer of flaws.. then only when u go close to the person then u'll see.. and tts wat happens when u get too close to a person.. and i guess we are just too young sometimes to understand and overlook these flaws graciously.. but i am no god.. ha..

thats y relationships dun last long my dear.. whether its the rite guy or not.. chill lar.. so many years.. get tied down now sure got problem, comon, we even find hard to live properly with our parents now.. still think bout our future, living with some dude??? i think it should scare the hell out of ppl already.. if u think deep enough..

suddenly thot of jason.. really hope he can let go.. we are worried for him enough already.. haiz.. he ar.. haiz..

hm.. yeah.. apparently my genius plan on everett didnt work.. whether he really realised i was lyin from the start or just blaffin after i told him that i might not be tellin the truth.. hm.. o well.. i just feel quiet stupid lar.. at first tot my plan veri the smart.. now wah.. sad sad.. embarrassed.. i thot lying at this situation wouldbe like.. an exception.. but no.. yep

stress? u tell me??? tmr 6 blocks!!! still got math TEST.. then got wat, amc.. then got trainin sure till veri late one.. where got ppl like quli soshiok.. can stay at hom today cos she nv go sch.. dunno y though.. but o well...

i just realise im like screwin up my own life somehow.. slowly.. deep down.. so i must stop it now..

veri hot.. go bathe le..