hm...

sometimes i wonder whose fault it really is: mine or his.. but i guess thats not the pt.. knowing whose fault it is wun make the whole matter any better or any worse... cos.. it sort of just have to end up being my fault anyway..

so maybe all e fault he ever did was to... cheat on me?? loL. i bet that wun stand as his fault cos well.. he'll just put it that he GAVE up on me already.. if he like tt.. then dun back and look for me..

ytd was battle of the bands.. ok.. well its nice lar..
well, acsb is .. good.. i wasnt really THAT high.. almost merely going with the flow.. chris told me nathan (or however u spell his name) is real good, he got contracts signed and stuff.. well, pro lor

acs international is like the one that i like.. cos they can actually sing.. true, i admit every single member in a band is impt, but i just feel the singer is the soul... if u cant sing.. no matter how good the rest of the band is.. its just not.. there..

acs i is good.. i like their song.. they wrote the songs..

the green uniform sch one.. ok lar.. not bad cos they got the wat u call it.. ta feng..

in the end.. well.. i didnt really have a band tt i liked alot.. i just liked the acsb's hats..

and SHAWN ang was performing!!! so exciting.. wx and me were tokin bout going to sit on the chair he sat on during the performance.. but well.. we didnt.. =)

bob aint exactly as fun as centrestage somehow.. maybe its cos i was freakin pissed with everett.. but i think thats my problem.. and well, i'll have to do sth about it.. and not any1's fault. yep

latr on on the bus.. me and ky was just like tokin bout some lame stuff.. being our usualy spastic self.. then somehow pissed everett off.. kena strangled by him real bad..but he didnt use his watch.. so i think the pain will only last for like.. 2-3 days.. so not so bad.. yeah

he was freakin pissed.. stretched his WHOLE LEG over the back seats.. ant gave up on him.. its sth that always bothers me.. dunno y.. and somehow... since i totally totally give up on everett... nv seemed happy anymore.. not sayin i so influencial.. just using it as a mark of dates.. yeah..

and im fastin for him to be alrite... which is well.. quite bad cos racial harmony food, i cant eat a single thing cos im fastin and i almost fainted.. can actually feel my head spinning so ran down to drink milo..

well.. fastin saves money too.. so i aint complainin

i really dunno how to help ppl.. and usually when tt happens ( its usually ppl like carol and ky or sth) at least i know how they are feelin.. i do somehow know how everett is feelin.. but its not helpin cos i also dunno wat to do.. u'll hav to get out of it urself.. and well.. the only solution is bringing everett to church.. and so, i'll fast for that.. =)

neeed to go for cpr course le.. haha.. at least today i wun get suaned so much.. dunno y they always suan me.. hmph.. IM FREAKING PISSED

WATS UR BLOODY PROBLEM..

loL.. jokin lar.. i shall stay happy.. i promised ant.. but he havnt treat me yet.. loL

signing off!! ALICE IN WONDERLAND