hm..

interesting--life, ain't it? i keep thinkin bout life. i dunno if its just me or its just.. well, ME..

life's pretty confusing sometimes. kris always tells me tt its how i view life, not how life has screwed me. i used to think its impossible to make oneself happy again, when he or she is so depressed and down.. which is wat i am thinkin now.
but i realise tt u can make urself happy, u can! yes u can! if u are sad, go out with frens.. try to hav fun, u'll realise sure enough tt u can be happy if u wan to!
dun be like me: cope up at home, doing nth.. just mournin over my pitiful life.. and stuff. now u noe wat, whenever i say i wan to die, i'll think bout the bright stuff in life, i'll realise tt it'll be hard to let them go. and im quite scared to die anyway. its gonna be painful.. ah.. not tt i cant take pain, but.. well.. too much pain--who wants them? anyway, its a sin, i might not go heaven, im giving up my right to life and right to live.. tts so..bleh

so y are we in this world? takin our own bindings (wateva tt means), repay kindness, mend our own wrongs, tryin our best not to mend into other ppl's business, but in e end, we are always entangled with other ppl--COMPLICATED MAN.. y? are we always tryin to do sth we arent suppose to do? get untangled with others??

to be continued....