going away...maybe its a gd thing..but what if i miss those tt are in singapore?

haiz.... giong back to china on monday... gd thing and bad thing..
gd thing
- can hav a nice haircut... at a cheap price
- can see my cousin, whom i miss alot...but she miss me more than i miss her...
- see my granfather, i hope he sleeps well...dunno where he's buried though...
- buy clothes
- buy cheap nice pressies
- see my grannies
- curse my dad
- enjoy china summer (never experienced it since 7 yr old..)
ok bad things
-probs with grp work
-miss frens like siao
-no com
-going everywhere alone
-depressing things would pop up
-i might get fat cos of the nice fd there...
-no phone (even if there is, i dun hav anyone to sms to...)

ok lah..tts bout it for the time being...

haiz... today is fri..now its com studies, mr chia damn nice person..always give us time to do our own stuff...so now im bloggin...and i noe no one reads my blog...so i can almost threat is public blog as a personal diary le...

bet if i put down the name of my crush thousand times also no one will noe...ok.. i shall not risk it lah... =)

haha... k.. im sort of bored...shall go and type some testis muahahaha.... =)

tata

im not suppose to be happy rite now...but i feel like the luckiest gal

i think i should not be even thinkin bout bein happy... i think im gettin more and more self centered- i think i need to think of others more.. yup..so dear gd frens of mine, if u think im bein irritatin, just be nice to me for like 7 more days-- b4 i disappear to china for a while...haiz..i will definitely miss u all...haiz...how..

yup...so now, i should not be thinkin too much about stuff tt distresses me.. i should be thinkin bout stuff that soothes me...im so damn emotionally unstable nowadays lah...haiz..

yupp..so yy still daoin me... i guess makin some stuff seem worse than it already is..but well, what can i do? try to ignore it just live my life on??? i dunno... i need help...i need support, all the support and comfort all i can get...

yupp, so yan aman and xin they all are quite nice lah..zp also... hee..so i guess tts my sliver lining rite now.... oh...and yuling, pls stop the stupid cheer--hav to admit its creative, but its lame..loL

yup...ok...love ya all guys..oh and yiyue, sorri...yup..

happy, not happy, happy...

im damn siao siao now... one minute im happy, the nx not... haha..i guess tts just me, the crazy undecisive me..loL
now yiyue is daoing me like siao... i decided not to be bothered by her-it wold just affect my mood so drastically tt i might go into depression again-so far i've survived a term! yay! i think im going ok le..only tt my modd depends on some things..and it might not to as gd as i hav thot...but wat the heck, i'll just stick to what i think...

some times i think i think too much.. sometimes i think i think too little bout some stuff--haiz.. the things i hav to think veri much i didnt, the stuff i dun need thinkin i think too much..how??? maybe the things i think too much are meant to be thot so much...and the stuff not thot so much are mean to be like tt as well??? i dunno..maybe..must maybe..

haiz..so one minute im happy, the other im not lor..but i dun really care lah..now i go accordin to : i dun give a f***ingdamn bout it..loL yay...i rock!!

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