screwed

ok.. my life is officially screwed.. and it got nth to do with exams.. how nice.. my life is screwed.. my life is screwed.. my life is screwed...

dun be surprised if i die tmr lar.. i mean.. ok.. i thot bout it.. hanging urself is rather disgusting, as u actually break ur spinal cord and die.. wat if i aint heavy enough.. and wats more.. theres no beam in my house, so its kinda hard..

yah.. slpin pills.. wat does it do to u anyway? i dunno lar.. maybe make u slp till u die? yeh.. but tt would be hard too..

so jumpin down e building would be nice.. and i'll use my fear of hts to kill me.. not bad.. but.. just dunno if i hav e courage to go up there.. yep.. there are gd things in life.. but if i lose some stuff.. i dun feel like living anymore.. haiz.. not yet.. but maybe.. im scared.. veri scared...

exams

EXAMS!!! nono.. i shall say, EOYs are here!! haha.. thot i would freak out.. in e end damn slack.. van, crys and jj even go orchard eat eat.. haha.. i never.. i guai guai go home and study de.. =) really.. dun believe dun believe lor.. i also cannot do anything.. haha

was slackin thru lar.. wen to eat instant noodles--damn nice.. its tt kinda korean noodles.. nice leh! =) haha.. but damn hot.. bad for pimples its like.. im sorta killing my beautiful throat lor.. one spoonful of soup, one gulp of root beer-- damn gasy.. haiz.. destroying my throat.. and maybe stomach too! omg! wat if i get stomach cancer??? loL.. big deal.. its sth i have been dreamin for since like dunno when..

haha.. eng today not bad lar.. wun fail de.. k lar.. listen to some songs.. and russell peters.. upload to ipod.. then maybe look at chinese then slp le! =)

yay.. alice rocks.. dun wori.. she's just acting gay.. shes not gay.. she's damn straight..=)

love
alice

theveronicas

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care
Size me up you know
I beat the best Tick tock on time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don’t really care
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Ive seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like me just don’t care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That’s what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say cuz tonight
I just don’t even care
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Lets pretend your mine
We could just pretend,
we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more
So tell me what your waiting for
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you

Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever

life rocks/sucks

today had to clear out lockers and stuff.. haiz.. should be studying now, but.. dun really feel like it.. and im slpy le lor

haiz. how?? loL.. today quite fun lar.. i dunno bout jj and mich.. but whenever im with jon, everett tt gang of ppl.. im most relaxed.. i can be myself.. without caring bout what ppl think of me.. its also like tt with van they all but.. i think with them.. more relaxed.. dunno y.. maybe its cos i noe i'll nv get to know them better, so can crap all i want.. and jj and mich also there mah.. so fun lor.. haha

dunno y.. acting so gay these days.. even jon and everett can stand it le.. then its like.. whole table of ppl tryin not to be sicked out by me.. haiz..

kao lor.. asked jon and everett to tuition us chem.. i end up teaching jj and mich.. kao lor.. then jon was there reading my nice nice colorful notes. loL.. so ironical.. they were joking tt i can end up teaching them.. loL

i suddenly complained tt jon nv get me pressie.. haha.. then they left to buy sth.. i thot they wanted buy food.. then latr nv buy.. and they went out.. hm.. dunno where they go..

haha.. they came back with one pressie!! so nice of them..loL.. this leather strap necklace thingy.. in a PINK box... y not green.. quite nice lar.. its in e shape of 4 leave clover.. and my name engraved on it.. haha.. like it quite abit.. bleh.. XD

then went to eat dinner.. was trying to steal jj's soup.. cos she got shore throat.. haha.. she end up drinkin it anyway.. then wen back le.. haha.. it made me quite.. cheered up.. ready for e revision! X)

man.. poems by mr lee again!!

She's holding my hand, under the bedsheets.
My heart beats a little faster.
She doesn't know I'm awake.

She's singing softly, under her breath.
Dream about the days to come.
When I won't have to leave alone.
About the times that I won't... have to say.
She doesn't know I'm listening.

Hanging onto her every word.

She's looking up and smiling at me,
With beautiful eyes of blue.
She doesn't know I'm watching,
With eyes half-open.

Captivated in her smile.

She lays her head on my chest.
Back to sleep.
She doesn't know I'm smiling back.


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salmon delight!!! i dunno y i like salmon.. it dun really have much of a taste.. raw.. and like.. i dunno lar.. just like it quite abit.. haha.. ate 2 dinners.. wen to eat out with my dad.. then wen back to eat my step dad's cooking.. ate delifrance leh!! smoked salmon thingy.. then wen back and eat salmon again.. today wasabi damn alot.. gettin hot!! loL

wen to j8 (again!) today.. took neos.. SUPER NICE!! OK JUST noe tt color suck.. change to orange.. nicer..=) haha.. super nice neos.. damn happy lar.. nx time must go there and take..=) then wen macs.. wanna take pic with mr MacDonald.. but.. well.. nvm lar.. change our mind and stuff...

then wen to take train with van.. she meeting hoho mah. then this guy--zerome was on e train.. then hoho was smsin him.. sayin tt he is ME.. and somemore say like.. wat.. jon veri shuai.. nice butt! omg! wtf lar.. like he look tt nice meh.. and i wun say tt to any stranger wah!!..

nvm lar.. now ok le mah.. no big deal.. haiz.. see lar.. all jon's fault.. now no mood le..

crazy thurs!!

haha.. today was damn fun lar.. dunno y.. after i completely forget bout e thrio liao rite, i feel happier.. much much happier.. like can really tok bout anything lar.. dun hav to like.. keep in mind tt others might be pissed, etc.. =)

ok, first was history.. nth much.. haha.. was telling van to get jon to help me buy e super sick hp chain.. then i was talking bout him sayin tt i can just tag along.. then i told him to go spent quality time with van along.. then he say someone coming with her anyway.. loL.. then van said tt tt person coming along with her was SUPPOSE TO BE ME..loL anyway, i cant go wah.. i got sth on mah...

then was math.. quite ok lar.. did a quiz.. damn tt one.. one qn suppose to be correct.. just cos i never add some stupid stuff.. haiz.. mose be more careful liao..

then was pe, not bad.. quite fun lar.. just dribble e ball here and there.. fun mah..=) then latr help van and crys keep equiptment again...then van sat in e basket again.. loL.. then we carry carry carry.. cos all no strength liao.. so though van so light, also cant carry le.. then we were jokin tt all e ppl in J block are probably lookin at us.. then mrs anis appeared on e second floor window and said sth like: enjoy ur time! good creativity! loL

haha.. damn funni lar.. then wen recess.. and wen back class to change... then rmb tt nancy hav a sorta crush person in ri, used e sacred book of RI and looked for him.. couldnt believe tt i found it!! so damn lucky!!!

then jj told me tt, when she returned home late on tues, her mum ask her y, then she said i give her math tuition.. then she veri touched!!! so happy!!! haha.. maybe it didnt mean much to her and her mum.. but it meant alot to me!! =) yay.. at least someone thing im helpful heh?? loL maybe i should start holding tuition lessons, then earn money also!! loL.. jk lar.. i dun charge one.. just get me a nice bdae pressie..=) haha..

then it was chinese.. nth much.. just forgot to take my newspaper from under my table.. so not updated newspaper already.. but still wanna read popcorn.. hee..

sci was just plain boring lar.. vaNn and jj and crys invented this new thing-- full valence shell!

haha.. shall not say wat it stand for.. =)

then wen home with yixin lor.. then do hmwk and stuff.. pretty much norm. dunno y so hyper today..

yay ..tmr fri liao..=) haha.. go my other blog! im uploading some new jokes!!!

haha.. today damn fun lar.. haha..

we j8 again.. with van lar.. then met jon outside neoprint machine there.. haha.. then like nvm lor, dun take neo le.. so just walked around, wen to cd shop and forgot what happened.. and just started laughin.. loL

jon is super sacarstic ok, damn not shuang now.. everything i say also must make it sacarstic one lor! dunno y he so mean to others while so nice to other ppl like our dear van.. BUT YAH.. COS HIS GF MAH..LOL kao lor. he damn sacarstic one lor!! more sacarstic than everett koh.. haiz... but slower.. told him i get down at yishun and take bus to admiralty.. and HE BELIEVED..loL

then i think this guy called yanliang called him.. then he fake indian accent.. quite real mah.. then make until van laugh like siao.. haiz.. crazy couple..

then wen to see ipod and stuff.. then wen down escalator and saw yan's bro in macs with his frens.. i looked at him.. then his frens were like staring at us--haha.. surely cos van damn famous or jon to er conspicuous..loL

omg!! im so damn downgrading myself! must stop interacting with ri ppl.. im getting less biased!! THIS CANNOT HAPPEN!!

haha..

oh yah!! must say!! in mini toons hor, got this handphone chain is in e shape of BREASTS!! YES! ONE BREAST ONLY LAR.. (dun be disappointed, u can always buy 2 to make a pair) haha.. was tryin to sick jonathan out.. so showed him in j8.. loL van was too er sicked out to even go in lar.. haha.. after jon see.. he was like..loL wateva.. dun really care.. i just wanna let all ppl noe bout it..=)

haha.. finally RS over, no more interaction with zp and yiyue and yx in sch.. its pretty awkward lar.. since tt now i wanna change le.. dun really wanna say anything... well, cant say its my fault rite.. i didnt really do anything tt is really wrong.. well... haiz.. wateva.. not blamin them either...

k great sci challenge is up.. must go watch!!! =)