But what if I wake up, throw off the bedsheets, and you're not next to me?
Will we find each other?
Or will we search forever, for a person we've touched only in dreams?
Can I hold you now?

aiyah.. jingyan.. be nice lar.. dun copyright protect ur stuff leh.. haha..

aint it nice? touch only in dreams.. haiz.. everything is a dream, nothing is a dream..

if this is really a dream, i wish i would never wake up from this dream--though this dream has occasionally nightmares, occasional black holes and stuff.. but there will always be e soft fluffy pillows and hugs, warmth from e blanket, you there by my side.. holding me close..

just an expression ...Boo

i rawk

yep.. headache all gone!! GONE!!! GONE!! yay.. so freakin happy now.. also dunno y..

o must must talk bout this! the thinking hats! this exrg pro gal came back.. from uk lar.. then teach us the thinking hats! there are 6 colors, so 6 hats.. duh..

the white hat-- facts

the red hat-- emotions

the yellow hat-- benefits (advantages)

black hat-- caution, bad pts (disadvantages)

blue hat-- plan, er.. forgot le..

green hat-- thinking out of the box!

cool heh? haha.. damn happy k.. write latr

life is aching..

love is in the air!!!! loL my headache is makin me crazy.. jingyan.. u better watch out.. i might give u another shot of my lame jokes sometime soon.. muahaha..

wateva lar

haiz.. totally losing it.. having some sort of blues...

ok.. ytd.. left home late.. sheesh.. didnt want to be late and make everyone wait for me.. latr they scold me.. haiz.. wateva lar..

then called jj..she reach there liao.. she i tell her buy e pressie first.. G-string.. most most impt one.. jj was saying tt TM sell guitar string damn ex.. wateva lar.. ex gd mah..no need buy other stuff... but turned out to be even cheaper than sch one.. somemore look nicer..haha.. do u call it luck or wat.. then jj bought a black shirt.. ok lor.. quite fine with me.. =)

nicholas sms me to ask me where i was.. told him i was on e bus.. haha.. then he reminded me tt ed is also late.. haha.. gd gd.. at least im not e only one late... so i called ed.. he at outram park or somewhere there.. then before i knew it, i reach tampines liao lor!!! haha.. 969 rocks.. damn fast lor.. =)

haha.. reach there.. sheesh.. i dun like tampines interchange veri hard to find where i am suppose to go.. lucky it was e rite way.. or else... haiz.. dun wanna think bout it.. jj said wait for me at TM front entrance there.. haha.. finally got here.. among e masses of ppl--saw jingyan!! ok.. dun get me wrong.. he was wearing green--LIME GREEN.. so abit e veri obvious from e crowd.. haha.. he was with jon and nicholas and this guy called eliza? ok.. nono.. tts a gal's name.. elisa? no.. tts still a gal's name.. wateva lar.. but same pronounciation as elisa (sorri lar) ... i asked them where jj was.. turned out i didnt see her.. she was at e junction.. -.-

ok.. happily walk to bus interchange.. they say dun wait for ed liao.. so i ASSUME tt jon told ed to go on his own or sth... then latr found out tt jon forgot bout him... -.- haiz... never understand y they are gd frens...

haha.. ok.. got down e bus.. go to jon's house.. damn nice house lar.. haha.. anyway.. jj started giving out surveys.. i help her lor.. then wen to their guest room there and slack.. jon was giving ed instructions on where to stop.. apparently he manage to get onto e rite bus.. haha.. anyway.. damn funni lar.. he was like saying to ed:'ok.. u past this place then tell me.. cos i can see e bus from e window... ' haha.. then when he saw e bus .. he was like :" now!NOW! press the bell!!"
loL.. pro... ]

k.. ed came.. nth much.. still pretty ok lar.. then jj and me ask jon for his guitar.. wan to prac and play mah.. then jingyan and nicholas i think.. they were trying to use jon's msn to chat with some ppl.. haha.. so they locked e door--veri unfortunately with me and jj inside..GREAT.. no guitar and nth much to do.. finally they opened e door! GUITARRR!!! yay... jj was playing her songs.. then i play romance del moore or sth.. duno how to spell.. turn out ed noe e whole song!!! MY TIAN.. so pro!!!

then latr when down.. dunno wat to do.. sit at one corner and play e guitar.. then latr ed was teaching me e nx part of e song.. haha.. was damn happy lar... damn damn happy.. i love tt song k.. ed rocks.. so nice.. haha. jingyan got moved.. wanted to learn.. latr he was like in e guest room playing it...haha.. anyway.. forgot when le.. start telling lame jokes to jingyan.. until he cant eat le.. dun get me wrong.. its not laugh until canot eat le.. its lame until no appitite.. haiz.. so mean lor... e jokes were funni k.. haiz..

o.. i think then kokiku they all came.. then they we to play ps or sth.. haha... jj was looking for jiang nan chords.. i was bored.. went downstairs.. bored still..wen upstairs and use e com again... haiz.. then cut cake..

ok cant be bothered to write le...

sick..sick ...sick

ok.. im officially sick---dun think sick.. im sick as in ill.. started sneezing since (alliteration!!!) morning *ahhhccchhhooo* haiz.. now with tissue stuck onto both my nostrils to stop e flow of er.. a certain gooey stuff.. haiz..

coughing like siao too.. haiz.. those who noe me should noe tt most of e times i love to talk.. but now cannot liao.. cos everytime i talk i'll cough like siao *cough* haha... i think tmr go on e train.. ppl think i got SARS or sth.. o man.. like wow.. i hope i can be quaratined or sth.. at least i get to stay at home and rest =)

haha.. tmr monday le.. start of sch.. will get to see our dear mrs yue.. with her interesting jokes and stuff.. then will have music and dance!!! yay.. haha.. love dance.. thou not gonna do dance.. just gonna help ms amy with her paper work.. haha... realise mrs yue didnt update her son's blog since she started term 3.. hm.. she must be pretty busy.. haiz.. just give birth leh.. must not tire herself.. hahahaha.. yeh.. haiz.. sneezing like siao.. k lar.. shall not decor my screen with bits of er.. germs.. etc.. k lar.. regards guys.. gd luck for eng andlite for those taking it tmr.. haha

k.. stay away from me incase u get sick..
*aaaaaacccchooo*

choir rocks!!!

haha.. choir damn nice!! rocks..
first wen to take mrt.. then somehow met mr everett on e train.. haiz.. cant be so dao rite? so go together lor.. then reached clementi.. then met van.. then wen to eat macs..

wasnt plannin to eat much.. both save money and fats mah.. but then van say wat i eat she also eat.. then of cos i take one set meal lar! got chance to make her eat leh!!! haha..
got a double cheese burger meal--quite nice.. but i wasnt tt hungry.. so..yeh.. everett pro lar.. bought big mac.. then even before i touch my burger.. he finish his liao! pro lor! haiz.. then he finish go play le.. so me and van finish our dinner slllllooowwwwwly.. haha

then van saw her exclassmate.. haha.. then we saw wu lei!!!! yay.. wu lei!! nice nice!!!loL.. haha . k.. van stil complain she hungry.. haha.. then she like ate more than me.. cos i didnt eat my fries.. BTW, U NOE MACS FRIES DUN DECOMPOSE??? XINER TOLE ME ONE.. SO U ALL ALL BETA BE CAREFUL!!!! YUP

k.. called everett to tell him to come out.. me being a direction idoit.. dunno where he is lor.. then later we were talking to e bus interchange, then he told us to wait for jy.. k lor.. haha.. jy look quite diff from wat i remembered.. his face seem familiar.. hm.. loL but to my.. utter.. erm.. surprise... yuling from 204 was also there.. o well... should hav known all RSS de mah.. haha.. k lor me and van extra lor.. should not hav gone with them lar.. should hav made van threaten louis or sth.. but on e other hand.. like tt i might be daoed.. o well..haha

k lor.. took bus lor.. ok .. wait wait.. impt thing- JINGYAN SAT WITH YULING.. AS IN.. SIT BESIDE YULING.. then leave poor everett sitting along lor.. i mean.. not tt i pity everett.. i noe he's dao..but .. a guy would rather sit with a gal then a guy.. like wow.. haiz.. dunno wat he thinkin lor.. man..

k lah.. got down e bus, everett, famous for walking fast.. walk until dunno how fast.. van already pissed le.. then jy and yl also.. walk freakin fast.. dun they noe sth called slippers (van) and muscle ache (me) ??? haiz.. wateva lar.. dun give a damn le..

ok.. finally got to ucc.. wah.. must thank everett!! direction so good.. we thot he going where.. anyway just follow lor. then it turned out to be toilett!!! toilet! where i need!!! haha.. damn happy lor.. then we got into e theatre le.. thou damn empty lar but dun give a damn.. finished e front of my geo ws.. haha.. actually copy from dear van lar.. loL

then jy, yl and ek came.. jy and yl hav to pass us to get to their seat mah.. i was trying to make life difficult for them..but obviously.. i did a poor job.. haiz.. wateva lar.. then ek.. sit er.. beside me lar.. loL wah.. de damn pro lar. grow so tall for wat.. then he playin dunno wat thingy.. psp arh? dunno lar.. anyway.. he prop his elbows on e handle thingy.. then i doing my geo mah.. then i dun hav enough space le.. EVERETT.. U ARE NOT E ONLY ONE WITH LONG ARMS HOR.. haiz.. no choice lar.. complain to him then he say : my fault arh?

kao.. fine lor.. dun wan piss him off.. hav to wei qu meself.. *hmph*

ooo.. forgot le.. louis and his fren, who is also jj's exclassmate came.. hm.. after wat kokiku tole me rite.. im slightly nicer to ri ppl .. but well.. its things they do tt make me think tt way in e first place.. cant really blame me rite?wateva lar.. anyway... they came lar.. sit beside van lor.. then tok tok tok lor.. i didnt tok with them lar.. dunno them mah..

FINALLY start le.!!!! haha.. saw jj.. e first song abit.. ghostly.. then tt day is gui jie di yi tian!!! my tian!! haiz.. first half not bad lor.. haha..

then second half.. damn farnie! haha.. then everett was laughin like siao.. then i wasnt laughin.. haiz. affect me lar.. then van was damn.. wat u call it.. composed??? i dunno.. but like.. veri.. well mannered? erm.. nvm cant find e word... aiyah.. veri nice jiu dui le...

then latr must sing sch song!!! haha.. i damn happy.. then somemore sch cheer.. van didnt cheer!! i sore throat plus phlegm and stuff.. so cant cheer loud and low enough.. =(

haha.. van's dad nice nice.. sent me to mrt station ... then take train home!!! haha


SAT--BAND CONCERT
ok lar.. dunno how to get there mah.. got nice nice everett to bring me there.. haha..

reach there.. saw jj.. haiz.. she wear until damn nice lor.. haha.. k lar.. saw how e guys do e dunno wat u call it thingy.. like.. u noe when they greet each other or sth.. haha.. damn funni lar.. was laughin like siao.. then saw jy.. he pro lor.. his shirt reads-make love, not war.. loL pro lar..

k.. concert start le.. jj falling asleep.. i told her to lean on my shoulder.. wah.. she did leh.. haha.. then latr everett was falling asleep too!! haha.. then jy and this other guy was like.. pushin his head round.. loL..

INTERMISSION!!!
haha. jj wanted to go toilet.. jy lead e way.. i just follow for fun.. no where to go... then jj go into toilet.. jy and me wait outside.. tok tok tok lor.. he was like sayin ytd... everett at e choir said 'no, no, no' .. sounded damn rude.. huh? i didnt noe leh.. he did say tt .. but tt was mean to be like.. sarcarsm.. hm.. dunno lar.. diff perspective mah.. loL then wait and wait and wait.. and saw jj walking to us from e threatre.. haiz.. she got out.. didnt see us and left.. tian arh..loL

then they go somewhere and tok.. then i need to visit the lavatory!!!.. so mafan..loL so wen lor.. then latr kena lost again! o man.. haiz.. then got back.. jj sitting with jy.. then beside jy is this person i dunno.. he was gesturing to everett to tell him to sit beside him.. so i sit one chair space from tt guy lor.. then everett was behind me.. then he sat one chair space from me.. like wow.. haiz.. he cant hear isit?? wateva lar.. but actually it was everett who sat down first.. hm.. then jy sms me: i think u hurt his feelings...
wateva lar.. dun wanna care...
then everett good lor.. got parents fetch.. jj good lor.. got jy bring home.. me poor thing lor.. try and find my way back home.. but then latr jy say his parents not coming..so took bus with jj and jy.. at least i wasnt lost rite?? haha.. good good.. cos when i first got there.. ed was there.. then i thot he might be still there.. then got someone pei me mah.. but called him.. wah.. he at home already.. -.- haiz..

took train home lor.. wah.. how come ghost festival start le hor, i always go home so late..loL

k lar.. shall crap on ndp and stuff latr!

loL

haha.. today damn funny.. my slpin position not rite... so neck kena cant turn all e way to e left.. damn pain lar.. then latr guitar prac quit abit.. then need to bend over mah.. then neck even more pain.. back also... haiz..

mourned over my unsuccessful attempt of getting into air pistol, haiz.. nvm.. shall move on to happier topics

yixin pro leh.. according to a bk, she should have severe deprssion.. but she like e person in my grp tt is least probable to get depression de.. her score for tt assessment was even higher than me lar.. and im like e most probably person to get depression in my grp..ha.. actually.. if i were to design my own hor.. i might just go and ask nicholas to help me make anti signs for all e schs.. then put it on my pullover--tada! wun it be so cool! but i bet i'll be hacked on e head once i wear tt outta sch.. maybe even in sch (those ppl whose sister, brother watso ever in tt sch de) .. loL i think i better dun lar.. latr ppl really hate me lar.. and i dun think i wan tt.. even kokiku also not tt anti other schs like.. like she said.. better keep it low ...

haha.. then was going home.. then cant squeeze into e damn 105.. then its definite tt we would hav to wait for more than 20 mint.. somemore might not squeeze in again.. i was just complainin.. and dunno wat to do.. when another 105 came!! god lor!! wow.. im so so so so so happy lar.. then somemore got seats!! haha.. so happy..

k.. im confused bout tea tree and t3.. god.. i need to rest my neck..

then my and zp talk bout makin pullover, its getting kinda cold in class.. would love to hav someting warm and nice

life is ok now

haha.. life not bad now.. suprisingly manage to like pass my geo fa... though i like totally give up hope on geo liao..i really dunno leh.. cos i dun do tt bad in geo.. as compared to hist..so should i take hist or geo?? ahh.. i dunno lar.. some1 tell me to go flip a coin.. hm.. maybe.. i should..

haiz.. just finished mambo and a dance i dunno how to spell de.. haha... ok lar.. i too lazy to type le..k
bye